Are you ready to be criticized?

This is what i would like to share to all who encounter the same manner as i am right now.  I know many of us who experienced the same identity still are doubt and and why i am like this.

~Hugz~

Are you ready to be criticized?

This was the biggest part im having a problem with.  Deep inside me i would love to express the way i am, but i am afraid to be criticized to those malicious minded that sorrounds.  This is the hardest time that i’ve been dealing with, where it came to the point that i almost give up and end up everything.  But i just realize that it is not only me who experienced the same identity crisis, 80% of male population does, and i am one of them. 

Day by day as i seek the truth, face the consequences, conquer the burden that i am suffering right now and is not an easy thing to do.  I’ve been a lot of criticism when i was in High, i tend to live to be looner as i am ashame of myself and afraid to be teased by everyone.  I felt i was tamed not to mingle with colleagues, depressed and demoralized.  Outcast and doubt feeling it was, but i was still hoping everything has an end.

I enter new dimension in life when i came in tertiary, the environment was a bit open, i never had hard times discovering new faces around me.  I gain a little bit confidence to myself and slowly covered up my identity and seeking to understand the crucial stage am i into.  Accross the road, meeting various types of identity and sum up and observed how they carry themselves with confidentiality.  I met persons who had the same feelings, emotions, mutual identity as me.  I carefully entwined and conived the experiences that we had with in some various cases.  In such a way i slowly became a person and know my identity and beginning to understand the beauty of life and the acceptance of being BISEXUAL.